Saturday, January 31, 2009

Cripes its warm out there today

After getting up to Emily in the night 6 times I did manage to drag myself out walking this morning. How I am not sure But I did. I weighed myself this morning before I went walking I hope its right. 84.1kg. Please be right. not a big loss but a loss all the same. Still weigh in isnt til monday so I cant really count it. And I have to stop weighing daily its not the right way to do it. Next week I am only going to weigh on Monday and thats it. NO OTHER DAYS.

On a good note Emily is over her bug and full of life today . Took both girls to the PP outlook store this morning and they choose matching outfits. I hate it but they love it. The outfit is nice but they could wear them on different days at least. BUT no they insisted on leaving the shop wearing them.

I really cant be bothered doing anything today. A packet of Salt n Vinegar chips would go down a treat about now but if I have them then theres nothing left for dinner and thats just wasting points so I will have to ride it out. Its all about smart eating now. Of course if I was maintaining there woud be room for them!!. Damn it all. And although I would enjoythe chips come tonight when I am starving I would be kicking myself.

I am in a routine now and finding each day a little easier. Cant wait for that first 10kg to be gone. It will feel so good saying I have lost 10kg. A way to go yet however. Imagine saying I have lost 20kg. Well that will be me one day. One day.