99.9kg. what the hell?? Then I stepped on again and 85.3kg. I hope that is right. Seems I have bung scales. And I cant find the receipt. So then I thought I would get the tape measure out and measure myself and I cut my thumb on the steel edge of the measure. OUCH. So perhaps I should just stick to weighing in on Mondays and measuring on the 1st of every month.
I have done my hours walk this morning though. so thats a positive. Its getting easier so I must be getting fitter. So fit and fat has to be better then fat and unfit. Well thats my theory and I am sticking to it.
Yesterday I really wanted salt n vingear chips. BUt I resisted the urge to go and buy some and managed the day without them. So thats a small mental victory to me. In the past I have caved and gone oh well tomorrow is another day. BUT NOT YESTERDAY I put that craving where it belongs fresh out of luck. ahhh.
I just keep thinking of how wonderful I will feel buying size 10 jeans, and a bikini. That will be such a wonderful day I might even take the camera to capture the occasion lol.
Emmy is in a foul mood she shouldnt be she slept 12 hours last night. But so far the day is full of tears and everyhting is screaming and tears. I am trying the ignore mode now. Wait shes gone to lie on the couch maybe she might doze off and feel better. Her lip is all ulcerated and puffy still so am guessing it probably hurts a bit. Silly old chicken.
I wonder how long before I notice clothes getting too big, lucky for me though I have about 20 pairs of jeans ranging from size 18 down to about a size 11 so jeans wise I should be ok. I am hoping that bra wise I go down to at least a C cup. A cup would be better. I woudl quite like bing an A cup but I guess that isnt going to happen. Maybe a breast reduction is something I should save for. I hate being a DD or E cup. HATE IT. No boobs suits me fine and dandy. Anyway I cant control boob size really so have to take what I get I guess.
I am finding my walking quite relaxing even though I am huffing and puffing away. Last night I went alone and my brain ticked over lots of bizarre thoughts. I must have had a huge grin on my face at one point as a man said "good to see you enjoying your exercise". I was at the time thinking of awesome it will feel to pull up to some beach and step out in a bikini. Reality is I wont ever wear a bikini on its own I am too chicken but I could I think manage shorts and bikini top or skirt and bikini top. Well with any luck this time next year that will be achieved. No IT WILL BE all I have to do is continue what I am doing.
My skin is having a break out in pimples attack. I hope its just cause I have stopped the crap and its just having a re adjustment time. I need to drink more water I dont drink enough but I just cant get into water for some reason.
Right thats about me today. I need to go grocery shopping but cant be bothered and buy a big Wednesday I feel its my turn to win a riduculous amount of money. And if I do the first thing is tomorrow getting passports and Lisa look out we will be invading.
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You can get helathy salt and vinegar LOL. The sakata bags of rice crackers come in sea salt and vinegar along with bbq. They taste just like salt and vinegar, are really healthy and real yum. they only come in a 10pack though so look in the chip aisle where the multi packs are. That way you can stay healthy but satisfy the craving so it doesn't get any worse. Your going so well, keep it up!!!
where are you using your scales? are you making sure they are on a hard and totally flat surface? (carpet won't do it!) Way to go on the craving hold off! I'm currently trying to stop myslef from eating the icecream that mysteriously ended up in the freezer.
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