and yesterday was successful I think. The pictures and virtual model have done me wonders. I dont know why. As much as they hurt they are also a good motivator. I am visualizing buying those clothes and finally wearing a bikini top and shorts on the beach on a hot day. That is my dream. Stupid really its such a self centred dream to have but that is my dream.
We are off to a local beach front to stay saturday night with friends. Gosh its great having accomodation on wheels. These are things we would have never done had we not bought the motorhome. LIttle fun things that make for a lifestyle rathing than just exsisting each day.
I ran an old and good friend Kim over the last week and she has lost over 20kg. GO GIRL but man I am so so so so jealous. But wow a good motivator too if she can do well fuck it so the hell can I. The days I didnt write in here I fell off the wagon and over ate and felt like crap, the days I write my heart out in here I feel on track and in control. strange how finding one thing that motivates you can be so strong in the will to succeed.
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