Well here goes. The dream of being bikini material starts here and now. 15 years ago and I would have never dreamt that I would be on this journery as I was a size 8 incrediably fit doing competive athletics and looking back I realize I had a great body shape and weight. Somehow I am not sure how I have got to be obese according to my BMI. That in itself is painful and humliating and hard to admit let alone say out loud let alone blogg it but I need a journey where I am accountable to something more physical than just me. So a blogg it is. I am not weighing in though I am measuring as my guide to am I losing. Mainly as the scales are broken and I weigh anything from 4k to 140kg on them lol. Reality is I am around the 83 -85kg mark. So where do I want to go. Well I want to be able to throw open the motorhome door and stand in the doorway in a bikini and people go "yeah that body is great thats what I want" reality is I wont actually wear the bikini but I just want to be at that size and feeling.
I know quite simply what goes in mouth is far far far too much compared to the output so hence I am obese. So I have to very easily lessen the intake. If only it were that easy!!. I kind of like my bad food but I cant like it anymore its bye bye.
I also dont want my two girls having a weight issue in their adult life. Vain it maybe but it hurts being obese and unless you have been there I dont think you can understand the emotional toil it creates within you.
Anyway the mission of being a hot body begins. And now I am accountable. To a page in cyberspace but still its being accountable as I shall send it on to friends and family who WILL kick my arse and keep me in line wont you Donna and Lisa.
I will come back tonight with the hideous measurements.
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