And today I am SICK

I guess the good thing of that is I dont feel like eating much. All blocked up, sore throat and headache. OH lucky me. On a good note I changed all the sheets and duvet covers and pillowcases on every bed this morning so we get to go to bed in lovely fresh clean sheets. And I got all the washing out and dry and ironed and put away by 1pm so at least I can just blob now. I also did all the housework this morning planning to sleep this afternoon. Well that hasnt panned out. I managed to doze for maybe half an hour.

But we have loads of food in the house now did the shopping this morning.I thought great go to pac n save and shop and go and it will be quick. NOOOOOO it was my random rescan to do so of course it took longer far too much longer I was feeling pretty rotten by that point.

So while they rescanned I got my lotto ticket. Now come one lotto come to the party just 500k will do. Then I can pay off the mortgage and buy a fantastic flash new motorhome and life will be sweet. Yeah yeah best we stick to plan A of working and paying off our mortgage ourselves.

Right now I am actually starving. Mainly cause I cant be bothered doing something else to stop feeling hungry and its so much easier just to walk to the pantry and eat. Actually its so easy to walk to the pantry and eat. BUT I shant. I shall hold out and be hungry. I think thats a key point there as well. Its easier to eat then it is to say no I wont eat. Although you wonder how on earth you got to be obese its actually really easy. And you dont notice one or two kgs this week another 1 next month, suddenly a year later you think FUCK look at me. Its kind of the same you dont notice losing one or two kgs. Its going to take a long time to do it so you dont stack it back on. Sadly there is no overnight fix just long hard slog for a good six months to a year. So reality is it will be this time next year before I am strutting myself in a hot bikini. And thats a depressing thought I want instant results.

Its clouding over and I am guessing its going to rain here very soon. I am frozen but I think thats due to being sick

Today we vote for our govt. Please please let labour be gone. I fear though they ahve people right where they want them NEEDING their assistance so they will indeed continuing to govern new zealand. While low and middle income are getting help in these time it seems those of us deemed rich (which by the way compared to rest of world income is just middle class) we just get nowhere. Sure we can pay our bills and eat and keep a roof over our heads but we arent getting ahead either. Just treading water. If you go and get a second part time job to fly ahead you just get secondary tax which makes a second job barely worth the effort in monetary gains just the satisfaction of saying well I have a second job. Our business sector needs some life injected into it good old labour seem intent on stifling this sector as best they can. Anyway I did my vote and its safe to say I voted National and not Labour. I can only wait for the results now.

I really want to go wallow in the bath and put my pjs on but will wait til Livi and Emmy are in bed to do that as there is no hope of peace while they are up. Emmy has decided her name is Milly. She corrects you everytime you call her anything but Milly funny girl. She also has a green snotty nose but she appears in good spirits unlike her mother.