Tis very strange

Very strange indeed. I did a rough measure this morning as sure I am putting on weight but it says no I have lost from my last measurements. But why do I feel bigger?????

Well the motorhome is completely cleaned top to bottom and just needs food and clothes and we are ready to go. Will pack the clothes in the next couple of days and non perishable food. Then after opening all the pressies on chrissy day will do the fridge/freezer stuff go round to Graemes parents for lunch be home again by 4ish and take off on OUR HOLIDAY!!!

I am almost more excited about the holiday then I am about christmas day!!

This morning Livi and Emmy both had haircuts. Emmy just a trim Livi though had a chin lenth bob cut in. She always moans about brushing her hair NEVER wants to tie it up so thought maybe a one length chin bob be the way. It has done wonders. Its nice and tidy, and has taken off the dead blonde ends that knotted and now looks sooo much better. It is perhaps a tad short but nothing two weeks wont fix. Plus I think it will grow in a much healthier state.

right I am off to blob for while seeing as I am the only one home.

Gosh been a while!!!

How did I let so much time go past. The only thing I can conclude is I must still eat too much. Cause I can't notice any difference in my size. So reality is while I have cut back its still not enough!!
Our garden has just taken off and growing well. Must say am surprised I didn't think I could grow a garden!!

Um we are all ready for christmas and so looking forward to going away. We just need to pack the clothes and put the food onboard and we are ready to go. I made the girls new Dora curtains and Dora blankets for their bed. And they love them!. I have washed al lthe linen onboard cleaned the motorhome out and bought us a new blanket as the other duvet will be far to bulky and hot for middle of summer.

We are off to Dad's christmas eve to do that thing and I still have no idea what is happening on christmas day. But with luck we can take off around 4pm and start our holiday.

The girls are finished at Kindy for the year. They were so ready to finish as they esepcially Emily were getting very very very tired. The slept after attending morning and afternoon Christmas parties yesterday 12.5 hours last night AND had an afternoon sleep today. Currently they are up very late for them and bouncing on the tramp at the moment. Graeme has this theory they will sleep in tomorrow I know that theory will NEVER work. But they are happy and not grumpy. Oopps spoke too soon Olivia is currently screaming in the backyard but daddy is attending to her so will carry on here. Maybe it is bedtime!!.

And really that is me.

MY MOONCUP IS HERE

And so far its going great. Hasnt fallen out or anything stupid. Cant feel it so assume its all in correct.

Went out walking this morning when we first got up. It was lovely. Livi and Emmy sang songs and everyone commented on what happy lovely girls they were. Haahaa they clearly havent seen the vile moods they can on occasion have!!!

Nothing much to report so am outta here

My carrots have sprouted!!!!

WOOOHOO. Actually the whole garden is taking off.

Now on yet another bizare note as only I can do. I bought myself a mooncup. I hope it turns up today. I hate pads and tampons so thought maybe a mooncup is for me. We can only wait and see.

I won't be posting from christmas eve onwards as we are off away christmas day. And not taking the computer. I will have to make a good effort to go for walks at the beach. We are all ready bar buying the food and putting our clothes onboard. Arent taking much clothes wise the girls a few pairs of togs and a couple of outfits and a couple of things for me. Will rinse things out at night I think. Otherwise I without fail take away far far too much and end up not wearing it.

Right I should be hanging out the washing and making livis morning tea then I will walk to kindy. I have lots of marking to do as well so best I get on with it.

Woohooo I feel good today

At 6am me and the girls went for a 45 min walk. I am starting to feel better even though I am the same size.
Thought I would measure again.

THIGH: 64cm so thats a .5 cm loss

HIPS: 104cm so again a slight loss

WAIST: 89cm. not sure need to go find the old measurements

BUST: 100.5cm I think thats a loss

UPPER ARM: 35.5 so again a slight loss.

So those measurementw would indicate I am very slightly smaller then last time I measured. Funny thing is I know my calf muscles are getting smaller. Yeah them of all places. Only because My knee high boots used to be very very tight to do up. You know a bit of tug where as now the zip just glides up lol Right off to have some brekkie

Thought I would post a pic of them on their seesaw

Seeing as its the new thing of the moment. I went to Kmart to get PJ's and came home with a seesaw. Yes I know strange how these two items are located on different sides of the store and I come with a seesaw.

Right lets try again

I had typed out a big post earlier but for some reason it didnt publish. So annoying. And now I have no idea what I really said lol.

Have been keeping up with the exercise so thats a positive!!!. Am even thinking I should go walking twice a day. That surely would have to help move the fat faster. One can hope.

We went out and the girls bought Graeme his fishing junk for his christmas present. I am getting some nice new pjs to take away. When I go buy them haahaa.

We managed to clean all the windows inside and out today and it really does look great. Until tomorrow when small paw prints find their way to touching the windows. But man I hate cleaning windows.

We went and got the candy canes and hung them on the christmas so now it is starting to feel more chrismassy.

Its a mad house here right now. The girls are pretending to chase Graeme so he's pretending to catch them and carries them over to the frying pan and tells them he is going to cook them for dinner. So they of course scream their heads off. So its loud and noisy and how on earth one can think is beyond me.

Two more weeks and Kindy is on holiday. Will be a long 6 weeks for them both as they love Kindy so much. But to break that up we are going away, Lisa, Emma and Ethan are coming from Tumba and thats always great!! And speaking of you Lisa have you forgotten about the kids web page it hasnt been updated since our girls birthday!!

Well I am off to bath the monkies and put the hi5 pjs on and send them to bed. AHHHHHH bed I fancy lying in bed watching telly tonight.

And the tree is up

And there you have it. And they are in their new hi5 pj's beforeyou ask. Graeme and Emmy went into town while I told Livi once the house was clean we would put the tree up. Well I have never seen such action from Livi. She went down the playroom that was a pigsty and put every single thing away properly and where it belonged. She then went and picked up all the toys that were outside and put them away as well. Prefecly might I add.

So great excitement as we found the tree and decorations. I put the tree up and went to shift my car and came back and never fear miss Livi was busily putting the decorations on. Emmy arrived home and helped as well. And that is the tree all done and dusted.

I am still here

Neither good nor bad. Probably inbetween.

Been walking though so that is great. Even been this morning already and its only 7am.

Last night while I was walking there were some intermediate aged brats out on the footpath who were imitating me and saying "fuck I am never gettng that fat". I dont know why I let it bother me but it did. I felt so embarrased and just wanted to melt into the foothpath. I know I was bright red as well I could just feel it. *sighs*.

Other than that I have eating ok not great but not bad. Just ok. Probably not good enough to lose weight but then not bad enough to put on. So I guess thats better then getting bigger.

Hmmm so reality of what I have just said is I am still not doing enough to downsize me. Why can't I just say right not eating and just damn well do it. It should be easy. Should be. But its not. I really don't get people who say losing weight is easy. Why isnt it easy for me or do they just say it is whne really its not. Who knows.

Right I have lots to do today so am outta here.